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Senior Year
i’ll miss year 10 . im loathing the pressure. im scared of graduation. yet im dying with anticipation.
mixed feelings on everything. i think im hormonal :/
met some amazing people this year:
my best friends stayed constant.new peeps came. some left.
new found bonds (:
im closer to Sern -he’s helped me alot trough a very short span of time.
im closer to Amalina- she’s so retarded i love her.
im closer to Izzat- my brother forever.
im closer to Aritz- he’s nicer to me now
im closer to Nathie- though he’s left. i still Love him to death. He’s my Buddy (:
im closer to Koko- god that shorty cracks me up.
theres loads more and it would take forever to write them all down. but these are the people who made my year worth-while. and i thank them.
gosh dont you just love high school? x
you mean that much to me (:
dont ever do anything stupid like that again. you’re gonna give me frown lines.
How Depressed Can One Night Get?
Izzat sayang, i love you. im so sorry i haven’t been there for you. you mean the world to me cause you’ve helped me keep my sanity like dozens of times. i fucking love you for you that. im sorry for always venting out all my feelings and problems to you and i dont bother asking about your current situation :/ im so so so so so sorry for that. you dont know how much you mean to all of us. and we’re all especially me sorry for not showing it.
like i said before.ILOVEYOUSOFUCKINGMUCH. and dont you ever ever ever ever ever forget that abang. please. (:
x
p.s?; should i be worried that he completely ignored my message?
"i want to be your easiest hello but your hardest goodbye ♥"
—
-anonymous
it applies to my ;DDD haha
i think im in love with you
so, (: yes, he called me last night, unexpectedly. i was just thinking about him before i was going to bed, then my sister came home and woke me up wanting to tell me about her date. god, isnt she a little too old for all this? oh well, haha.
then i was about to sleep again when my phone rang, Unknown Number. i called back but he didnt pick up. then i just set my phone to silent when he rang. this time there was caller ID. i was like :o whats he doind calling at this time of night. i picked, and asked was it him that called earlier? he was like :D haha yes.
then yeah spoke to him for like four minutes then he needed to go. he said he was calling me today. but i highly doubt it. oh well. (: (: (:
had a fun day yesterday. yeah, so much for a study group haha :D
x love you
p.s/: chafaith’s new nickname -cream cheese haha.
"i don’t know who i’m angrier with me or you. you for ruining all other boys for me. or me for letting you ruin all other boys."
— anonymous
5496.) i'm sick of being thrown away because another girl is more convenient.
(via blogsecret)
Teacher: if you could ressurect anyone from before who would it be?
Eleena: whoever invented exams.
Teacher: why’s that?
Eleena: so i can kill them again!
seriouslyy, what nutjob thought it would be fun to invent exams? like seriously. people have better things to do than bury their heads in books! GRR GRRR GRR.
so here’s my mock/exam schedule. the ones i bold, they’re my mocks.
monday-Maths (frigging maths!) & English (paper one)
tuesday-Business (paper one)
wednesday- history & ICT
thursday- English ( paper two)
friday- EXAMM FREEEEE
monday- Malay
tuesday- Geography & Business (paper two) <- last paper whee
awh then year ten’s over for me:( goodbye wonder years, hello HELL!
grrr. im scared. >< what if i dont graduate? what if i do so bad, no college would want me?
omg nooo!
x eleena
how was your Year 11 experience?
The future Mr. Eleena Zakie (:
Taylor Lautner, ladies & gentlemen
look at those delicious muscles -licks lips- yummm, ;DD ♥
Bandits
‘he’s a smoooth criminal’
god, mom choked up watching mj’s memorial at the staples center. honestly, eventhough i grew up with mj’s music, i didn not feel anything. i’ve heard more of mj’s song now when he’s passed rather than when he was alive.
oh the regrets.
but hey bless paris jackson. micheal’s eleven year old daughter. she made me shed a tear.
rest in peace micheal jackson.
x
dont you miss those days ? i do :(
NEW ON TUMBLR
we haven’t been close lately and its really bringing me down:( what happened to before? i’m not gonna blame anyone for this but its like you’re close to everybody else but me, yes call it jealousy call it idiocity, call it whatever you want. its true and you know it.
im sorry if i did it. but hey hope you’re happy yeah?
went to sri maya today, wanted to meet amal but she was busy baking cupcakes>.< haha.
i bet she didnt save any for me. GRR haha. anyways, yeah we were supposed to go to klcc and meet nathie nkambule. and ehem the ‘hottness monster’ but turns out hottness didnt come and nathie was busy, so i guess its down to cyber goodbyes and phone hugs:(
i’ll miss you buddy buddy. gosh.
oh oh when i got to sri maya, god colour me suprised to see hottness there, i was like :o ja ja ja! look he’s there. then, yeah hung out with him. ;D awhh haha. seriously he was tres freaking adorable. haha.
misturr izzat khan came today. FINALLY! ahah. not coming to school tomorrow. wheeeeee.
lottsa love,
eleena<3
